writing has always been therapeutic for me. so, i amaze myself in how much i don't post in my own blog. *L*
today i've decided to try something new...
today's journey was so much better than yesterday. i woke up feeling light. possibly because i knew today was my day to get a relaxer (GOD IS GOOD!)... or maybe because i am dedicated to being made whole again.
two of the stylists at my shop, including my own, are Christians. and not just in word, but, we have many conversations about our studies, beliefs and simply about where God is taking us in our individual lives. being able to talk to my stylist today allowed me to release some more of my built up tension. and as i walked out the shop "whipping my hair back & forth", i had a smile on my face, knowing that i also had gained another saint that was praying for me.
so, my next task at hand is to write a letter. i've written one to this person about 3 years ago...and thought i had released everything, but with the recent events in my life, my "therapist" recommended that i write another, and truly get anything new out. after some thought, i believe this may definitely be what i need to let some more of this weight go.
while i'm waiting for God to do what He does, i find it necessary to release and then concentrate on those things that i've been thinking about changing...and just change them. i'm challenging myself on two particular things - more will be revealed later...
but until then... keep praying!!!
